Once upon a time in a land so far away it was more like a nothing, a void or a stirring if you will. Something began.It was me! Like a fiery hot ball of love I flickered into existence.Okay well, a fiery hot ball of love actually would most likely come to an amazing flourish of an explosion.This my friends is where I began.
Oh yes it sounds oh sooo fabulous and amazing and full of uh uhm I think it's called pain.Yep, thats the one PAIN. With a big fat fucking P-A-I-N. Not your ordinary kind of pain, like "oh hey mommy can I have a magic mommy kiss to fix my boo boo" kind of pain. This is the kind of pain that you don't even really know exists until your beautiful light being enters this amazing fleshy thing called a human being.
Human being? This of course means nothing to anybody until something happens and we start searching for more. What is more? Some find it in religion others in the stars, I found it in my parents.They are two of the best human beings I know.Why? They of course, are the ones who snatched me out of the swirling vortex of stirring. Okay,okay they invited me to join a family.A family I some how already knew from somewhere and what a great and awesome family we are. I will get to them later.Right now it is all about ME!(mainly because Scott,Amy and Tara think it's all about them lol)
Here is how I began.Please remember this is my story and I will write it how I feel it to be. If you are one of my amazing family please fill free to comment below ;).Now back to ME. My parents, being the amazing and fabulous people they were decided that after Scott and Amy turned out so freakin adorable they would make "Christi".
My parents were super active always out and about skiing on snow or water or out four wheeling in the jeep, which is exactly how my amazing mother "broke" me (her words not mine).Just so you know.My conscious mind has absolutely no memory of my mom saying I was "broken".My other parts such as emotions,body and spirit clung to the words I heard as a baby.Yep, long before I even knew what the crap the words meant.It was the energy of the emotion I picked up on. And this is where I began and where I say good night and see you tomorrow.
love Christi
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