This is my Once Upon A Time (1)

 Once upon a time in a land so far away it was more like a nothing, a void or a stirring if you will. Something began.It was me! Like a fiery hot ball of love I flickered into existence.Okay well, a fiery hot ball of love actually would most likely come to an amazing flourish of an explosion.This my friends is where I began.
  Oh yes it sounds oh sooo fabulous and amazing and full of uh uhm I think it's called pain.Yep, thats the one PAIN. With a big fat fucking P-A-I-N. Not your ordinary kind of pain, like "oh hey mommy can I have a magic mommy kiss to fix my boo boo" kind of pain. This is the kind of pain that you don't even really know exists until your beautiful light being enters this amazing fleshy thing called a human being.
  Human being? This of course means nothing to anybody until something happens and we start searching for more. What is more? Some find it in religion others in the stars, I found it in my parents.They are two of the best human beings I know.Why? They of course, are the ones who snatched me out of the swirling vortex of stirring. Okay,okay they invited me to join a family.A family I some how already knew from somewhere and what a great and awesome family we are. I will get to them later.Right now it is all about ME!(mainly because Scott,Amy and Tara think it's all about them lol)
  Here is how I began.Please remember this is my story and I will write it how I feel it to be. If you are one of my amazing family please fill free to comment below ;).Now back to ME. My parents, being the amazing and fabulous people they were decided that after Scott and Amy turned out so freakin adorable they would make "Christi".
  My parents were super active always out and about skiing on snow or water or out four wheeling in the jeep, which is exactly how my amazing mother "broke" me (her words not mine).Just so you know.My conscious mind has absolutely no memory of my mom saying I was "broken".My other parts such as emotions,body and spirit clung to the words I heard as a baby.Yep, long before I even knew what the crap the words meant.It was the energy of the emotion I picked up on. And this is where I began and where I say good night and see you tomorrow.
love Christi

A New Thaang

Hello to anyone and all who are still here waiting and wanting, looking for more from this blogger. I have been absent for quite some time. I found something, something which I allowed to be bigger than my desire to blog, she is now my wife lol.
   I have had multiple moments in the past year where I have said to myself "Why are you not blogging?". I would then have this kind of UGH feeling inside of me. Such as UGH it's so much work to come up with something people want to read and learn about. I started my blog in a space of joy and excitement to share what I know with those who would like to ask the questions and share in an answer. I found that there were no questions being asked and no answers being shared :(, but alas I have had a new thought! Okay, well it is actually an old idea, which is the story of me.
  I have become acutely aware of how much I learn from the stories of others lives that I read or hear about. Have you ever stopped to think " Wow, there is no F...ing way I as little old me would have made it through that life?". With this concept. I watch, listen and learn from those around me. I notice the choices they make or lack of choice. The circumstance which has brought them to where they are and whether or not they are functioning from the literal definition of INSANITY.
  Anyone paying attention at how much I have mentioned I am looking outside of myself? Did you know my story and how I have become the fanfuckingtastic female I am today is rather fun and free and full of craptastic events and choices. This idea seems to bring more excitement to me that the whole thing I was doing before. I am more than happy to answer questions about health and happiness through alternative ideas, but starting tomorrow we will start with my "Once Upon a Time" see you then.